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27 April 2012 @ 09:29 pm
Stressful but very fulfilling.
15 February 2012 @ 03:15 pm
Leaving this entry public because I'd like to share something once in a while.

I began the day normally. I walked towards the Justice Hall here and followed up on law related things and right before I enter the doors, there was this man in a loose shirt and flower-printed shorts holding a couple of one thousand peso bills. He was seemingly talking to three ladies and before we knew it, he was in the middle of the road, exchanging sizzling words with one of the women. Cars were honking, people stopped to stare (including me, of course) and yet, that man seemed oblivious to anything except the lady throwing curses at him. They mentioned drugs and marijuana and one of the women commented how that guy is a crazy drug addict. They were apparently court litigants.

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Current Location: somewhere
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Jordin Sparks-One Step at a Time
29 January 2012 @ 01:11 am
I watched the news recently. It's full of people killing other people and it makes me sort of think that the human life really is short. Ten years, twenty years, sixty years... they really go by in the blink of an eye, don't they? They disappear and melt, one after the other and most of us don't realize they're gone... until we look back on them again.

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Ahhh... the nostalgia of it all. The bittersweet feeling of remembering those little moments that led up to this when I'm able to write everything and squeeze ten years worth of experience into an incoherent and meaningless blog entry.

To sum it all up, I realized that sometimes,it's okay to trudge down the path carved out for you by someone else. When you're all confused and filled with too many dreams, it gets difficult to pick out which one you want to really fulfill. It's difficult to know which one is truly meant for you. And when someone picks it for you and forces you down a path which destination is unknown to you, you realize as you go along that if you don't really want it, you don't have to continue. But if you do, if you fight hard for it and do everything you can to finish trudging down that path... then think twice because it might really mean something.

As what a respected person said during my undergraduate thesis days, "sometimes, in marriage, love can come after". It's the same thing for dreams. Sometimes, acceptance comes when nostalgia meets dreams and allows you to realize that where you are as of the moment is where you're meant to be from the start.

Happy dreaming. ^__^
Current Location: dreaming
Current Music: Miranda Lambert-The House That Built Me
31 December 2011 @ 11:21 pm
We're currently preparing for the traditional New Year's eve dinner and my mother left me in charge of the kitchen! yay! So far, here are the dishes we've prepared. ^__^

Pictures of strange food under the cut. hahaha

1. Black Forest cake. This was taken earlier when the cake is still not chilled and the table is still messy. haha! My arms are now aching because of this cake but it's worth it. haha

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24 December 2011 @ 11:17 pm
The world may give us a hundred million different reasons on why Christmas will not be happy this year, but as long as we're alive and breathing, we still could make it as happy as we want it to be.

Here goes my simple wish for everyone, stated in the most simple of all greetings, but the most sincere nonetheless:

29 September 2011 @ 11:31 pm
(This will be in Tagalog just because...? *needs to remember how to write in her native language*)

Iiwan kong bukas para sa lahat ang blog entry na ito.

Simple lang akong tao - simpleng mag-isip, simpleng gumalaw at simple ang pananaw sa mundo. Mali kung iisipin dahil hindi naman lahat ng bagay sa mundo nadadaan sa simpleng usapan. Kaya may mga pagkakataong gusto ko ring magseryoso. Parang ngayon.

Ano nga ba ang dahilan ng seryosong usapan ngayon? Hindi naman kumplikado. Napanood ko kasi kanina yung ilang sa mga palabas na kinagiliwan ko nung bata pa ko - mas bata at mas simpleng mag-isip kaysa sa kung sino ako ngayon. Maskman, Shaider, Bioman, Mga Munting Pangarap ni Romeo, BTX - ilan lang yan sa mga kinalakhan kong palabas sa telebisyon. Kung iisipin, matanda na nga talaga ako dahil malamang limot na ng panahon yung mga palabas na nabanggit ko. Pero anong masama sa pagbabalik-tanaw, hindi ba? Wala naman sigurong tatawa kung sasabihin ko na ngayon ko lang nabigyan ng kahulugan yung mga palabas na yun. Hindi ko rin naman masisisi ang sarili ko na pinanood ko yun nung unang panahon, sabi nga nila, na ang nasa isip lang ay kung mananalo ba sa laban o patuloy na aapihin yung mga paborito kong bida.

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Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: MaskMan opening
15 September 2011 @ 12:09 am
There are no words to express what I'm feeling right now except for a heartfelt...


14 August 2011 @ 02:47 pm
I wasn't here yesterday so yeah...

day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen

ANSWER: HAHA! Well... their costumes during Wave in the Time Concert sure are.. erm... yeah that. And their costumes in Carnival Night during the Dream A Live concert. haha! I can't seem to find a picture. But the wave outfit was the one with ruffles and laces. The Carnival Night outfit was the one where they ride on floats and they have flowers and shining things stuck on their clothes. I remember someone said Nino was singing "I have flowers on my costume" or something to that effect. hahaha!

day 13 - Favorite VS Arashi Moment

ANSWER: Much as I want to say that the Aimiya kicking sniper fail is my fave, I can't. Because my fave would probably be the Sakumoto fail in kicking sniper when they had it against the Compass Girls Team? haha. The one where they got 0 points. That was funny. I died laughing. Hahahaha!
31 March 2011 @ 09:28 am
This will be open for public viewing because I need to speak my mind over some things and some of you probably understand what this is all about.

First, I have NEVER NEVER NEVER announced or mentioned that I write exclusively for one pairing. Sure I love them to bits and pieces but does that hinder me from writing any other pairing? Of course not. So stop calling me a traitor or a betrayer or whatever just because I suddenly wrote something you don't like. The fic is meant for one (or two) girl alone and if she likes it, then you have no right to insult me about it. 

Second, I am not forcing anyone to read my fics. Never in my life have I forced someone to read them. Sure I ask those who claimed a spot for themselves to fill that up because I'm OC like that but I don't go around shouting 'read my fic! Read my fic!' so if you don't like any of the things I write, then don't read! It's as easy as clicking the close button. I'd rather not have you reading my fics than reading it and then complaining later.

Last. Don't compare me to anyone. I have my utmost respect for all the other writers out there. If you like their writing so much, then I'm happy for you. If they don't write the pairing that you don't like, then good for you, isn't it?

I have enough drama in my life right now to last me a lifetime so please spare me the dramas in the fandom.

I am going to bury this issue because it hurts me and I will forget it ever happened. I will write what I want and I will write what I need to in the future and no one can really dictate what it should be because it's me writing.

However, even if I can't find a reason to apologize, then I still want to apologize for causing a feeling of betrayal to some of you. I still want to apologize because you thought I am a hardcore shipper and then you get to find out that I'm not. I still want to apologize because I know how it feels to believe something for so long and then get that belief shattered by a single circumstance. I apologize because there's nothing else I could do. I'm no huge writer or whatever and I'm certainly not known at all but I know there are some people who feels a bit betrayed lately and I thought I should at least speak for myself.

If that still makes me a traitor, then I don't know what else to think.
Current Location: flying around somewhere
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