PROUD SUPPORTER OF ARASHI FANGIRL REVOLUTION (because we need to bring back the genuine fangirl rabu rabu in the fangirling world)



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Stressful but very fulfilling.

Leaving this entry public because I'd like to share something once in a while.

I began the day normally. I walked towards the Justice Hall here and followed up on law related things and right before I enter the doors, there was this man in a loose shirt and flower-printed shorts holding a couple of one thousand peso bills. He was seemingly talking to three ladies and before we knew it, he was in the middle of the road, exchanging sizzling words with one of the women. Cars were honking, people stopped to stare (including me, of course) and yet, that man seemed oblivious to anything except the lady throwing curses at him. They mentioned drugs and marijuana and one of the women commented how that guy is a crazy drug addict. They were apparently court litigants.

( Magnificently beautiful. Always )

I watched the news recently. It's full of people killing other people and it makes me sort of think that the human life really is short. Ten years, twenty years, sixty years... they really go by in the blink of an eye, don't they? They disappear and melt, one after the other and most of us don't realize they're gone... until we look back on them again.


( When nostalgia meets dreams )

Ahhh... the nostalgia of it all. The bittersweet feeling of remembering those little moments that led up to this when I'm able to write everything and squeeze ten years worth of experience into an incoherent and meaningless blog entry.

To sum it all up, I realized that sometimes,it's okay to trudge down the path carved out for you by someone else. When you're all confused and filled with too many dreams, it gets difficult to pick out which one you want to really fulfill. It's difficult to know which one is truly meant for you. And when someone picks it for you and forces you down a path which destination is unknown to you, you realize as you go along that if you don't really want it, you don't have to continue. But if you do, if you fight hard for it and do everything you can to finish trudging down that path... then think twice because it might really mean something.

As what a respected person said during my undergraduate thesis days, "sometimes, in marriage, love can come after". It's the same thing for dreams. Sometimes, acceptance comes when nostalgia meets dreams and allows you to realize that where you are as of the moment is where you're meant to be from the start.

Happy dreaming. ^__^

We're currently preparing for the traditional New Year's eve dinner and my mother left me in charge of the kitchen! yay! So far, here are the dishes we've prepared. ^__^

Pictures of strange food under the cut. hahaha



1. Black Forest cake. This was taken earlier when the cake is still not chilled and the table is still messy. haha! My arms are now aching because of this cake but it's worth it. haha

( I love food )

The world may give us a hundred million different reasons on why Christmas will not be happy this year, but as long as we're alive and breathing, we still could make it as happy as we want it to be.

Here goes my simple wish for everyone, stated in the most simple of all greetings, but the most sincere nonetheless:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! 

(This will be in Tagalog just because...? *needs to remember how to write in her native language*)

Iiwan kong bukas para sa lahat ang blog entry na ito.

Simple lang akong tao - simpleng mag-isip, simpleng gumalaw at simple ang pananaw sa mundo. Mali kung iisipin dahil hindi naman lahat ng bagay sa mundo nadadaan sa simpleng usapan. Kaya may mga pagkakataong gusto ko ring magseryoso. Parang ngayon.

Ano nga ba ang dahilan ng seryosong usapan ngayon? Hindi naman kumplikado. Napanood ko kasi kanina yung ilang sa mga palabas na kinagiliwan ko nung bata pa ko - mas bata at mas simpleng mag-isip kaysa sa kung sino ako ngayon. Maskman, Shaider, Bioman, Mga Munting Pangarap ni Romeo, BTX - ilan lang yan sa mga kinalakhan kong palabas sa telebisyon. Kung iisipin, matanda na nga talaga ako dahil malamang limot na ng panahon yung mga palabas na nabanggit ko. Pero anong masama sa pagbabalik-tanaw, hindi ba? Wala naman sigurong tatawa kung sasabihin ko na ngayon ko lang nabigyan ng kahulugan yung mga palabas na yun. Hindi ko rin naman masisisi ang sarili ko na pinanood ko yun nung unang panahon, sabi nga nila, na ang nasa isip lang ay kung mananalo ba sa laban o patuloy na aapihin yung mga paborito kong bida.

( Bida ng pagkabata ko )

There are no words to express what I'm feeling right now except for a heartfelt...

THANK YOU FOR EVERY MOMENT THAT YOU MADE MY LIFE HAPPY, ARASHI!!!

HAPPY 12TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY. MAY YOU CONTINUE DOING WHAT YOU LOVE FOR AS LONG AS YOU LOVE DOING IT!!!

I wasn't here yesterday so yeah...

day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen

ANSWER: HAHA! Well... their costumes during Wave in the Time Concert sure are.. erm... yeah that. And their costumes in Carnival Night during the Dream A Live concert. haha! I can't seem to find a picture. But the wave outfit was the one with ruffles and laces. The Carnival Night outfit was the one where they ride on floats and they have flowers and shining things stuck on their clothes. I remember someone said Nino was singing "I have flowers on my costume" or something to that effect. hahaha!

day 13 - Favorite VS Arashi Moment

ANSWER: Much as I want to say that the Aimiya kicking sniper fail is my fave, I can't. Because my fave would probably be the Sakumoto fail in kicking sniper when they had it against the Compass Girls Team? haha. The one where they got 0 points. That was funny. I died laughing. Hahahaha!